End of the line?

[Roffo]

I would suggest prayer/meditation - either go to your local church or Buddhist temple, or just practice solo.

I don't find it helps to fill your head with negative thoughts - to me its backwards thinking. Find a happy place in your life and stick to it - even if its make believe for now. If it's someplace you feel is worth your while, then make it your goal to get there.

I agree with Blue on that one.

I am in karate; in a way it associates Meditation along with its physical endurance. It DEFINITELY helps me with my depression.  

[Dinsu]

I am also in agreement of meditation being the most helpful thing for your personal wellbeing.
That as well as maintaining a healthy diet.

[mediar]

Whatever you do, just remember substance abuse is NOT the right route. Call the helpline, look into meditation, just don't pop pills or down booze... it will never work well out in the end. *hugs*

[Marfles]

awwwr I know how you feel *hugs*
It's not easy, Ive been that way for many years. I dont know how I managed, I was kind of miserable deep inside but i never showed it. You will meet a lot of new people through out your life, (especially furries) I'm sure you will find that special someone eventually. Try to be patient, you're still young.

[Zetta]

No more emo /wristing van, kay? :c

also..

awwwr I know how you feel *hugs*
It's not easy, Ive been that way for many years. I dont know how I managed, I was kind of miserable deep inside but i never showed it. You will meet a lot of new people through out your life, (especially furries) I'm sure you will find that special someone eventually. Try to be patient, you're still young.

once again, marfles.

[Van_Fox]

Thanks guys, but right now none of that is working. Im really upset and i want someone dead so nothing like masterbation, food or sleep is gonna work for me.

[Pentara]

If that's the case, then let me tell you about something that my sister did when she was royally pissed at one of her ex's. She found a fair sized rock, wrote the guy's name on one side, and on the other side wrote a little poem about allowing her aim to be strong and true. Then she packed it around in her purse or whatever bag she had, for about a year or so, until she wasn't as pissed at him anymore. Now, she never intended to use the rock... but it was comforting to know that she had it with her. Violence is not the answer... but the idea of it can be helpful.

[Wyrd-Hotd]

If that's the case, then let me tell you about something that my sister did when she was royally pissed at one of her ex's. She found a fair sized rock, wrote the guy's name on one side, and on the other side wrote a little poem about allowing her aim to be strong and true. Then she packed it around in her purse or whatever bag she had, for about a year or so, until she wasn't as pissed at him anymore. Now, she never intended to use the rock... but it was comforting to know that she had it with her. Violence is not the answer... but the idea of it can be helpful.

I thought this was going to be the "Gas can + Tree + rope + match Story" Ha ha WIN, how is it possible for you guys to be SO GOD DAM EPIC.

But,

It is hard... I know it is, i have gone through much the same, I have had my heart broken a few times now.  and never easily... i have also been a VERY lonely person, never had much luck with relationships, hell i know so many people who just have hook-ups or what-have-you's.  Not me, not even close. And it does hurt. But, well i know its hard, i know its REALLY hard. but the best thing to do, is not focus on it, if im angry, or sad, i go on a drive, (ShinigamiKitsune can vouch for that one too) then after im not immensely upset, i find something to do with my hands, i work on my car, i work on my Suit of Replica Halo Armor, i go kill a SHIT TONE of Zombies in Left for Dead, or something else of that nature, until i feel content.  Granted this might not work for you, but being someone who knows exactly how it feels, and still in the mending stage of a recent "Incident" of heart breaking, its the best advice i can offer.

Wishing you the best Van,
Wyrd.

[Pentara]

I thought this was going to be the "Gas can + Tree + rope + match Story" Ha ha WIN, how is it possible for you guys to be SO GOD DAM EPIC.

Do note, that the gas can was actually full of water at the time... of course since it had been used for gas for a while before that, it still had the smell....

Another epic one was the "Big hole + stale muffins + frozen water bottles". It may not have actually happened. but to this day, the guy still can't eat a muffin.

[Blue]

I can understand that trying to fill the hole in your heart with things like food or masturbation won't work, because these things are quick fixes - and will end up taking over your life if you aren't careful.

No, I am suggesting deep prayer or meditation. And I am being serious here. Check out your local Buddhist Temples. Don't worry about not being Buddhist or whatever - it's not a religion, and it ain't gonna mess with yours. But these people have been studying meditation their whole lives, and can teach you tricks on emptying your mind of negative thoughts or emotions better than anyone else I can think of.

You need to clear your head, and you need to relax. This is indeed a hard time in your life, but as everyone is so quick to say these days - it really does get better. Please, don't do anything regretful.

[Van_Fox]

none of that will work either =/

[Blue]

talk about a self-fulfilled prophecy, guy.

step one? Force yourself to think positive. Or else enjoy digging that hole.

[Pentara]

How about a hug? *pounces on and hugs tightly, and even cuddles a little* It might not be a real one, but you can pretend it is. *nods*

[Marfles]

once again, marfles.

*ear flats*

[Sairys]

only way to deal with onset depression is let it run dry, if nothing can get you out of that depression hole. Been there before myself. only a suggestion is to set a clear future goal(attainable) to set your mind to.