Ceiling Gazing Moments "What's on your mind"

[Tiger Paws]

 We all have our moments we gaze at the ceiling, clouds or the stars allowing our thoughts to flow. So I started this little topic to share our wondering thoughts

Today has many mixed emotions for me. laying here on bed knowing my flights in the air home and I'm not on it. The long and hard decision to stay or leave in Canada for some months to come. Sucks not having PC currently to do some Work for my company Vivid. No money for luxuries until Aug due to the rent & general living expenses I'll be paying over the next two weeks due to my lengthy extended stay. But i feel more life, Friends and good will come from doing this than returning to the Lonely mountain Valley of UK Lake District were no friend or partner awaits me. For now its a walk in the park and enjoy the sun & green with a beer or two. Taking in all my new surroundings until I feel settled in my new home Vancouver Canada and hope for the best for my life changing move of making my decision to stay in still unfamiliar Country.

[Crassadon]

I'm sad. . . . . .


Did you just move to Canada? What do you think of the place. It isn't raining here yet =3

[Tef]

I'm waiting to be hot and bothered by the incoming sunset.

[Tiger Paws]

I'm sad. . . . . .


Did you just move to Canada? What do you think of the place. It isn't raining here yet =3

Daww why sad. And yah i landed here about a month ago to see if i like it here enough to make a new life. So far loved Downtown especially in the night out for drinks etc. my home location doesn't offer much so gets incredibly boring.Not even 1 local pub lol. gota get a train or buss to everything I do wish mountains were within walking distance i love the nature side for walks. I'm just hoping in time i find more friends and etc to start becoming more active. I've already posted  in personals looking for people within my area.. if any XD

[Tiger Paws]

Each day I stand outside the house here in Vancouver having a smoke gazing at the huge mountains in the distance that border the Canadian Rockies. Knowing I'm only welcome at my current house for 2 months as a guest and i spend most of my days here sat on a laptop and just general boring living chores. I was thinking Humm. Do I just remain sat here going with the flow as i have done for many years waiting for something to happen or do i take the easiest option of returning home to the UK. I'm fortunate in the way I have money coming in every week form a business that doesn't require me to be there for it. Less fortunate having so much time on my hands because of it.

All this brings me to realise I'm a free man with no ties to anything in the world and single to. Still looking at them mountains knowing of the profound beauty of the Valleys mountains rivers and lakes that lay in the Rockies I'm now playing a route to see the grate outdoors of the natural world. I know some trains go out there from Vancouver so I'm going to see were they stop and just walk form village to village through the Rockies buying food as i go. camping were i can and the off stop in a hotel to charge up cameras and update my trip n location Online at lest until i get comfortable enough out there to wander thither out with just a rucksack and a tent. I know its serious Bear country Do i take a rifle to? It all sounds crazy but i relay want to push myself to find the courage to leave the last of my security behind and go out there with or without someone to be totally free for as long as i can bare it before boarding a train to the nearest airport to return home in the UK

I don't know if there's any others out there reading this with the same passion for the wild natural outdoors but if your in a position to just up and go give me a poke and we'll plan a route together

[Fuzzum]

Not the same passion but sit there every once and awile thinking other things not so real more like what would happen if we changed the difference of us and the % that makes us humans and not monkeys, cuz if we are like 2-3% diffence now then like a .5-1% what would happen, Higher brain power, more strength, but like my cuzzin said its a crapshoot anything can happen.

or

what would happen if i couldnt hold back anymore and i just snapped what would happen would i break down and cry or would i try and break the one who made me snap, I hope to never find out. ok that one was more real.

[Kai-Wolf]

I drift off into daydreaming about what kind of snake to get next...  :roll:  Kind of a pointless pastime at the moment, but it will happen eventually!


Some time in the next year I want to get my hands on one of these: http://www.worldofballpythons.com/files/morphs/spider/005.jpg
Or one of these: http://pythonregius.com/images/products/detail/Mojave_Large.jpg


Other times, I'm thinking about where I can go hiking/exploring without running into a bunch of other people... If I had the ability, I'd head up into the backroads and trails of the central coast. I want ferns and wilderness, not a bunch of joggers complaining about their morning Starbucks being too hot >:I