i feel so empty sometimes....

[RedDragon]

well i am making this post as a way to get some things off my chest. about 3 weeks ago. my best friend ended his own life. he was an amazing friend and always smiling. its been hard to deal with and i am trying my best. but there are times where i thought i have seen him on the streets. my mind is a blank. my body in auto pilot. i've slipped into a very deep  depression and look around trying to figure out why. but i find no answers yet....i just find silence...cold hard silence. i dont even know how to finish this post...my words slip threw my fingers before i can grasp them...oh well...i'm sure some thing will come of everything

[EskapePeanut]

My sympathies go out to you and your families.

I too have had several people very close to me take their own life, so I know exactly how you feel. Its a worse feeling then being in the darkest void in the entire universe. All you want to do is cry and vanish into nothingness.
I know that when one of my close friends I'd had since elementary school had ended his life I talked about it and kept my emotions all out on the table. Having everyone I knew knowing my pain and sorrow really helped form a lot of support for me throughout the entire grieving process. Try to take every day as it comes and you'll get through it. If you are feeling that the depression is too much, its okay to go to the doctor. There is no shame in having to take some medication if it is going to help. I'm sorry for your loss..may your fondest memories stay bright.

[H u nn Y]

Awww, sweetiee!! *hugs tightly* Sorry to hear about that! If you ever need to talk, I'm on MSN most of the time, or you can even text/call me on my cell anytime!! );

[Blue]

*wraps her arms around you in the tightest hug she can muster*

I am sorry to hear this... call me anytime you need to, ok? I am here for ya.

[RedDragon]

i am on anti depressants even before my friend died. this has all just thrown m deeper into the pit. and i will call soon as i find the number again. i am on my laptop. i havent finished transfering all the info over to it yet.

[Univaded_Fox]

I know a furry in Edmonton who tried to kill himself.  He is on very thin ice.  He hates his life and is retreating more and more from existence.  I have tried for the past several months to keep him alive, but I feel so helpless.  Nothing that I do seems to change him.  He does not take my advice, he interprets my warnings as insults, and he is so stuck in his own personal emotional hell that he cannot function sociably.