AWRMAHGAWRD IT'S MAH BIRTHDAY!!!

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If you are interested in what's going on, please contact Pharaoh (or sometimes known as SnowlionPharaoh) for any information and status and such.

This year I am being kept in the dark as to the plans and what is going on. Pharaoh has decided to plan it for me, and it will be my very first birthday where I am only involved in knowing -something- is happening, but I don't know who or what or where or what not, since my mother planned my birthdays when I was a kid.

I am a firm believer in celebrating the day of your birth. I am grateful that everyone is here in my life and I would want to celebrate it with them just as I would hope they'd do the same. I am a firm believer that you shouldn't have to worry or lift a finger on your birthday because it should be the one day a year for -you-. A time to take a moment to dedicate to someone else and show them you care. Many people know I open up my home and host other people's birthday parties here, especially if they have no where to do it, and even if I don't really know them. I plan and help out with birthday parties year round. Had an amazing birthday party planned out for Gigas that he won't soon forget with an extra surprise on top of it. The help of others made it all possible. Whether or not you are my friend, buddy, acquaintance, stranger, or words on a screen, I hope everyone gets the royal treatment on their birthday (without being an a-hole about it of course - respect your guests and cherish them!) They are there for you! Be grateful they are there for you. And vice versa. I have seen too many people go to someone's birthday party that they don't actually care about and just want free eats or hang out with other people they know out of convenience. I have watched these parties even fall apart. So when you go to someone's birthday - go for them! Go to show them you love them or are happy they are in your life one way or another! Even if you don't talk to them much but you still see them as something special, the little bit of effort shows. Love each other, love strangers, love friends, have tolerance for any enemies, the world fits together much better this way. Be thoughtful too, even if it's as simple as sending them a message, it goes a long way and lets that person know you care. I have run so many birthday parties, all of my life, I've seen the nastiest it can get. And I've seen the best it can get. And everyone should have a good celebration of the day they came to the world with the people that appreciate that the most (or appreciate it at all). But also be careful - because you may do something that you mean well, and it can take a turn for the worse as well. So ask for help if you need it! 99.99% of birthday parties/planning require help from multiple sources!

I am saying all of this because of the effort Pharaoh has put into this planning, and I am acknowledging how grateful I am to him. I am in a lovey-dovey mood I guess you could say. I want everyone to feel happy for their birthdays. I feel horrible if I cannot make it to someone's, but I always take the time if I can to say something to them via text or pm or IM or thread, etc. And I've gotten so many people asking my birthday plans that it makes me feel very loved and yet very nervous because all I can do is direct them to Pharaoh. I'm sure he will need volunteers, or would like them too. I know when I plan my birthday, it all goes to making sure my guests are happy, and I end up stressed the whole time and have very little or no time to really enjoy my own birthday. And I am excited and scared to have my first birthday since I was a pre-teen planned by another person to this amazing extent. I keep wanting to tell him things or ask him things and I know it will make me stress and make me worry even more. I want to ask who is or isn't coming but it would stress me out to be told they are coming and then they don't show, or what not. Don't tell me if you're going or involved please! This is a 99% surprise party. Pharaoh told me he was planning a surprise party because I was breaking down about what to do for my birthday, falling apart if you will. And Pharaoh has not been good at keeping this a secret and has leaked me a few things on details (that I am now stressing about if they will happen or not lol), so shhhhhh and make sure he doesn't give things away! X3 I know he told me that he was planning it because I really was panicking, and it helped calm me down. Other than giving him a list of some people, I am not involved until the actual day.

I gave him a general list of people I'd love to have at my birthday, but I know so many people I had already filled up the page for those to invite. And I don't even know if he knows how to get a hold of them or not. So if you have -any- interest in being involved in the events he is planning for me, please get a hold of him. If you know people that know me and want to be involved, direct them to him please!

Pharaoh's BCF: http://www.bcfurries.com/forum/index.php?action=profile;u=1769
Pharaoh's FA: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/snowlionpharaoh

Pharaoh also has a FaceBook but I don't know what it is but I'm sure you can find him easily enough!

I love you guys <3 Thank you so much for caring and all the lovely messages that made me squeak just by asking my birthday plans. It has me so excited that so many people want to do something for/with me and spend their time with me!

~Love Star!

PS I am going to lock the topic so replies aren't put here and people out themselves as coming or what not because SSSHHSSHSHHSHHHHH~ it's a surprise! X3 For me! hehe... But if you want to say anything feel free to private message me, but please no revealing secrets! (This is the one time in my life I'm asking for no-spoilers. I honestly love spoilers, but this is the first time I'm begging for none!)

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I got a giant ducky stuffy/plushie from Duster and it's so fluffy I'm gonna dieeee!

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ONE MORE DAY UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY! AWRMAHGAWRD!  :birdy: :birdy: :birdy:

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YAY IT'S MAH BIRTHDAYYYY~