my dog just died. suddenly, painfully, voilently.

Mayhem · March 18, 2010, 07:32:49 PM

Apperantly she had spleen cancer. Which shows no symptoms as the tumor grows and builds a network of blood vessles. Then suddenly explodes. Like my dog's did. Over 2 days she lost 2 liters of blood into her abdominal cavity before she showed any signs of pain and distress. She was only 7. Her spleen was in peices.... they offered surgery, but it would have baught her months at the most, and it would have been selfish to drag her along like that.

The week i got her, i had a quiz at christian school where we had to recite a bible verse, i forgot cause im adhd. So i wrote " puppy puppy PUPPY puppy. I'm getting a PUPPY. Puppy PUPPY puppy PUPPY puppie.

Puppy"

my sweet Princess Zelda..... she had to follow you everywhere, and we included her in everything we did.

i wish i could say everything about what she means to me. but yeah.

fuck all of this. 3 weeks ago i had to put down my cat who was my best and alot of times only friend of 17 years. I got a pair of pet rats and i just had to spend a wad of cash i dont have on thier vet bills because they got the sniffles.... i shouldn't be allowed near animals.

mediar · March 19, 2010, 06:40:15 PM

Very sorry to hear that happened :( I lost a dog to cancer too. The Vet said by the time they found it, it was all over the place. He didn't have any or much pain though.. Just started to have pooping problems, and then went to sleep and never woke up.

Mayhem · March 19, 2010, 06:56:16 PM

yeah. this was just BOOM all the sudden she had balooned out in her stomache, had no strength, and could barely walk and breathe in a matter of 48 hours. # hours of " ohcrap" in the evet...and shes gone.

Jeeper · March 19, 2010, 08:00:52 PM

Sorry to hear that Mayhem.

mArZiPaN! · March 20, 2010, 01:43:09 AM

my condolences for your loss(es)

Sairys · March 22, 2010, 02:52:40 AM

im sorry for your lost

Tony Greyfox · March 22, 2010, 10:18:59 PM

Very sorry to hear this. It's tough to lose a pet, I know... hope you're pulling through okay.

LudroLycandrel · March 22, 2010, 11:01:03 PM

I remember my Geordie's last few days... he was pretty much gone already neurologically... he couldn't hear me or even lick my fingers when I had them in front of his nose...

I remember holding him as they put him down... then I cried for like 3 days straight... and now... even 2-3 years later... I still miss him and imagine he comes to visit me spiritually from time to time..

he's part of the reason my fursona is canine :)