Happy birthday parties and happy holidays ^_^

[lunar_prodigy]

Its relaly funny, i guess having a birthday in december has me so focused on holiday times and family and how special christmas is for me, that i often neglect my birthday xD. which happens to be today. dec 5th, i just turned 26 ^_^. dam i feel old. 
I relaized im doing something i havent done since i was a kid, having a gold old fassioned birthday party ^^. I think i give credit to the party we held for floru a few weeks back. I can think no other fun thing id desire on my birthday than to be surrounded by my friends chill out socialize and have fun.
This got me to realize how much i have neglected my birthday. every single year ive been alone, once or twice i saw a family member but ive been living out of home for 8 years and even when i was there i did little on my birthday. really takes me back to when i was relaly young and my parents made a huge deal about it. actual birthday parties. I used to think it was something definable as growing out of it, but i realize alot of peopel i know hold parties too on their birthdays so thsi is why its quite awesome to actually celebrate my birthday again. ^_^
If birthdays are something i look back and think of happyness, then i shoudl start creating some memoryies to look back on.

i guess this is no differnt than happy christmas memories.
Happy holidays everyone ^_^